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LaTiNStUd04: TanTann KRS: the size of kevin's mom's thighs divided by pi

2004-07-02T05:46:35Z

YO YO i havent kept my promise on updayting but im tryin so what size every1.

anyway we graduated!! AHH real life is about to being o man so many memories of high school...it was prob one of the best tiems of my life i must say and i wanna thank every1 for being part of my life. i wanna wish every1 luck in the future..

with taht said my mommy planned a surprise graduation party for me on saturday!!hehe that was cool i must say thank you mommy and thank you kerrie for inviting every1 ...ive never had a surprise partry ...well actually i did once but i didnt go to it LOL at casey o tooles hehe thanx to meagan and cassie i think. so that was fun i have pics that i will upload on a homepage and ill post teh address. We had fun hehe yo mad wine coolers and drinks and damn my pool skillz are the shit hehe
so on sunday cassie had her party and that was cool... i lolve playin volleyball hehe yo if i was tehre b4 my team would have won but i missed our game so u guys who won u suck.me n keerrie went on the boat and had fun together. I love you kerrie..im sorry for ever hurting you...

then on tuesday me n kerrie dreove to long beach for mary's party which was so much fun...hehe i lvoed football at the beach..we creamed the girls and smacked them wit our um yea...yo big shout out to kelly hess for takin manny down..damn if only u saw manny go down haha he got bitched!!! LOL WHAT SIZE TACKLE WAS THAT!! haha anyway every1 was to chicken to go in the water but me kel chris ker n manny went in. me n kerrie were the champs though cuz we stayed in there mad long hehe. then we chilled at her house n had sum bangin ass zetti(spellin?) and chicken n stuff. then we all(we was :scott,kelly,kerrie,me,manny,cassie,V,tina,robert,berto,mary,chris, and billy)went to a park down the road from mary's hosue and chilled there. The sun set and was so beautiful i took sum cool shots which liek i said i will post up soon. WE skid rocks and played cherade haha and o yea and B4 i 4get YO BILL!!! U GOTTA WORK ON UR DANCIN IN THE CONVERTIBLE SKILZZ REMEMBER!!HAHA DAMNJ U GOT BITCHED TOO!!WHAT SIZE!!LOL he was dancin in my car to "ass titties" by DJ assault LOLthen we went to the arcade and i raced bill and he whooped me..hes prob the best driver ive ever went against lol not taht im any good but still that was cool mad props.then we had sum cake at mary's and i had to drive home. On the way home kerrie said she would stay awake n fell asleep LOL hehe but that was fun OMG i alsmot died though when she was asleep i had to keep myselkf awake...what a difficult task lol omg the window was goin up and down..i tihnk i blacked out like tweice shhh dotn tell kerrie cuz her life was in my hands LOL but i got her home safely LOL yo i was blastin the music and singin and dancin doin 95 on the parkway hehe smokin 350Z's lol j/k ...all this while kerrie was asleep hehe. so thats pretty much what has been new...my room is gettin redone as a present and i got a new desk and stuff and my room is startin to look awesome..cant wait till its done. o if any 1 wants to go to six flags the 14th of juily let me know or to the meadowlands fair on the 5th let me know also lol mad peeps is goin to six flags though on the 14th so holler at the cell.tahts all for now...goodnight im beat from my tennis match wit manny haha.

~1~ <-----what size??

HEY EVERYONE!!

2004-06-10T01:19:15Z

YO YO YO its K-dIZZLe and ur tunning in to what SIZE journal!!lol what size!!! hehe by the way... cehck this out hehe this was what our limo was like at 12-4 in the morning LOL

Kevin: What size?
KeviN: What Size?
Kevin: ay yo What Size skirt is that!!
::black man walks by::
KeviN: What Size?
JesuS: I'm f*ing cold close dat shyt
KeviN: One more minute
.......
...............
(minute has passed)

Jesus: CLOSE THE F*IN WINDOW

KeviN: What Size SHOE IS THAT!!?

Manny: SHUT THE F*UP!!!
(ammar laughing in background)

hehe well its been a long time since ive updated and people have been up my ass i guess tehy miss my JOURNAL ENTRIES!!hehe aww u guys are so sweet... anyway prom was awesome it was a blast!! me and kerrie have been trying to work out our issue taht i was the cause of for those who dont know already. KERRIE looked more than beautiful prom night so for those of you who tell her she looked beautiful ur wrong she was more!!lol DOwn the shore was a blast too! and the highlighht of the weekend besides chillin with kerrie was manny's drunk ass reciting the presidents starting from the 1800's till the present...and then he wanted to do the vice presidents at 4 in hte morning!!! WTF!!then he was like yo if someone tells me where president "something ( i dont remember) lived he would stop talking and let us sleep...i got it right!! and he tried doin me up the butt on the floor!!and then he was like ok guys i think im gunna go lay down and watch some TV. Then! he woke me up at 5 in the monrnig and asked if i wanted to watch the sunset LOL sunrise u cunt hehe i love my twin!! hehe im gunna miss everyone. we had such a good time. Me and kerrie won a million friggin stuffed animals with the damn claw and spent about $40 at teh arcade.(...teh weekend's weather was so shitty so there was nothing to do but go to the boardwalk). Me and kerrie played at the beach like a couple in love.....::sigh:: so this was def a weekend to remember. Um what else has been goin on..um well ive spent $600 this past month gettin my car ready to take a trip down the shore fixin lil things here and there.(420 came from me selling my rims ...about time!! thanx to byron now his car looks like show car material mad bangin!!)today the SHS crew got their senior um thingys to wear at graduation....yo i have the worst senioritis and im failing 4 classes AHHHHH!! hehe but whats cool is i can fail the marking period and get a 14 on the final and still pass!!! haha....the level i bring myself down too...UGGHHH KAHLID!!! WHAT SIZE !!! ::kevin's hilarious laugh:: HAHA yo i tihnk im hyper hehe i get hyper off of caffiene free pepsi u can ask the limo driver and all the people i asked what size in new york. hehe so i will try to update more often and i know this entry was so like out of wack and unorganized...sorry mr. parent but i just have so much to say and my entry would be like 20 pages long and no1 would read it... i bet no1 is readin this part cuz they quit already but tis all good....im out peepz mad lvoe to the lovers of it ::cough:: thomson,thomson,marko,bill,thomson,marko,stan,jubin,KEVIN,kris,karl,pat,mudar,sam,kurt,lorenzo,kerrie lol,lauren,CASSIE loves the big black demons,V,robert,manny, man u all know who loves it cmon im done naming u lovers and, last but not least thomson.... ok one size peace. her her her

Looking at our inner "ASS"

2004-03-18T05:30:19Z

well just before my sister came crying home cuz her boyfriend broke her phone and shes really upset. THey always argue but they never leave each other. i would explain her situation but tis a slong story and lets just say theres kinda another guy involved too. Well it seems she left her hpone in his car and she called him back up and he turned around to come back n drop it off but it took him awhile. He was checking the phone and found that she caleld this other guy and stuff. Well i mean the guys an animal sometimes but like there are times when all guys become animals. We are just so damn stubborn and in the moment we want to be right and have to be right. Its just so problematic. Women are sensitive creatures and im not saying that i dont become an animal once in awhile because i confess that i have been a jerk,ass,dick, w.e name women have for men now a days. I think men really need to sometimes stop being tough tohught its so damn hard to do cuz we get mad. Well my sisters b.f happens to be hypocritical as he said i dont like it when people look through other peoples stuff and thats what he did. I mean i do think my sister is messed up for like talkin to this other guy but like her b/f now is such a dick sometimes and mistreats her alot. Once he left her at quickcheck and she had to call a friend to come pick her up. Now that is messed up. Seems my life lately all around me has been on the most part negative. I mean i do have kerrie n she trys to make me feel better about the car and like me being put on the waiting list for RAmapo. There are times though that i take that fro granted. You im so upset about stuff that i havent been paying attention to my relationship and ignore it at times i mean i show up to walk her to class but i get bothered by dumb stuff. I dont really kno where im going but like when i scrutinize my sisters situation i begin to think about my own relationship. What i came up with is that ive been an ass a couple times and i feel bad i mean this has happened before. i end up tellin ehr i was a dick cuz i look at myself and i see that i was so theres no point in lying about it and that doesnt mean im whipped it simply means i understand my faults.by the way the hanon concert i took kerrie to was pretty cool..i like them more now that they are older cuz there music has changed and we had alot of fun in sayerville plus we went clubbin ...J/Khehe. I took my sisters hanson CD cuz she used to listen to them but hey who didnt when they came out wit MMMBOP CMON PEOPLE U KNO U LOVED TRHAT SONG LOL! yo i was in p-town blastin that shit hehe so yea im playin the CD and i duno i just kno that tomorrow i will go to her and be like im sorry babe and try to be lovey dovey cuz im accepting my faults and i tihnk most men should do that when they are wrong. O Man this CD reminds me of old times u kno like i have this song from hanson called "smile" on my comp and me n kerrie started dating 3-20-01 and i downloaded this song Friday, April 27, 2001, 8:20:16 PM(i check the files properties)this means alot to me cuz i liek remember her tellin me to download that song and i liked it alot and its a niec song....ooo i just have a guilty conscience for being bummy lately ....so remember guys stop tryin to act all tough...thats just not the way to do it..

and i just have to say
heres alil hanson for ya...this is smile

Well this feeling that you're feeling
Is something I know you've felt before
When I see you I want to hold you
Till the end of time and a little bit more

And I'm not gonna let it go
You've got to let your feelings show

So smile, give me all your heart and we'll never be apart.
I'll never leave you lonely
If you'll just smile, tell me that you care
And I'll always be there.
I'll never leave you hurting if you just smile.

Well this feeling I've been feeling
Well I can feel it right now from my head to the floor
When I see you I want to love you
Till the end of time and a little bit more

And I'm not gonna let it go
You've got to let your feelings show
So smile, give me all your heart and we'll never be apart.
I'll never leave you lonely
If you'll just smile, tell me that you care
And I'll always be there.
I'll never leave you hurting if you just smile.

I got my joy all broken into
But if anyone can heal me baby it's you
Won't you come and hold my hand
This world has taken me as far as it can without your

Smile, give me all your heart and we'll never be apart.
I'll never leave you lonely
If you'll just smile, tell me that you care
And I'll always be there.
I'll never leave you hurting if you just smile.
If you'll just smile, if you'll just smile

the snow took my cabrio......=***(!!!!!!!!

2004-03-18T05:14:03Z

ahhh well on tuesday after dropping kerrie off to babysit i was involved in an accident down my street. I was on my way home and was making a left hand turn onto suncrest ave. I kinda took the turn alittle to fast and ended up smashing my car onto a curb. The impact took place on the front right tire which caused all the weight of the car to be pushed onto the tire leaving me with a bent axle and control arm. I estimate the job will cost around 600 but im willing to pay for it. I must confess im in love with my car and even named her josie. shes on a vacation now but i must say that in the week(it was exactly a week) that i had her i havent had more fun in a car. I even got to put the top down and get a taste of what its gunna bel ike in the summer and i am just anxious to get it running again. I know that many people in manchester probably think my car is crap and probably not worth fixing but i must say that there are alot of haters in that school and at least i have a car. The car may not be all that but it certainly has a huge sentimental value to me as i worked my butt off to buy the car myself. People tend to not appreciate what they have when its handed down to them but as for me i had to work for it. I felt like crying when it happened and im just upset by what happened. I wish i could go back in time and prevent it from happeneing...now that i drive i HATE THE SNOW i LOATHE IT AND DESPISE IT SO MCH...i mean its fun to play in with friends and loved ones but still....it took away my Josie...I am very proud of my car and its performance..people who have driven with me have found that my car is actually fast and i admit it actually is. It only took 2 min for me to fall in love with the car its the best toy ive ever had and tahts why i promise to take care of it when i fix it but for now i guess im gunna have to wait again...i waited from october -last tuesday to drive it and now i lost it man what a bummer but im workin hard and i might even get the job down myself but we will see and hoepfully in about 2 1/2 weeks - 3 weeks it will be back in action!!mayb even better than b4...but thats just me tryin to be optimistic...well thats the update on my car...man i miss driving it already...it symbolized freedom and hard work to me...=***( i will be upset for awhile now.. or at least till shes back

THE SMELL OF SUMMER!

2004-03-01T02:37:06Z

ahhh well last night i went to kers n watched blue crush wit her sis then i brought ker to cassies fortheir lil girls night sleep over. Then i went to leijla murtis house n like her parents got mad cuz a BOY RANG THE DOORBELL so i dont think kelly can go to her house anymore cuz kelly has guy friends =( ma bad. So yea me n kel stole this bike n brought it to stans hosue n left it in his front lawn!LOL!i just told stan it was us n this was his reply:
TanTann KRS (9:31:47 PM):lmao... my dad was like... what the hell... some ugly bike is in the front
TanTann KRS (9:31:51 PM): did your friend come over
TanTann KRS (9:31:53 PM): i was like nah
so yea today finally i got my laszy ass to go runin n workout n i feel great ..i went wit kelly n then we played sum basket ball n im tellin u that rim would not less us score n NO I DO NOT SUCK OK IT WAS THE RIM!we played on the swings and then she came ova n we took a ride in the cabriolet!!which is comin this week or weekend!BOUT TIME SON! so yea i just walked outside n u kno does any1 ever feel like i duno u walk outside right... n u smell the air n u kno it smells like summer nights n stuff n it brings back memories..like i was outside n i was like smellin the air n im like thinkin about the past like other times when i smelt the same thing... like mostly being with kerrie at the rec for my sis softball game when she was still in high school...so u kno that was a long itme ago..um playin soccer wit her then it started raiin n thundering so i had to run her home real quick n i ran back home thinkin i was gunna die from lightning it was so crazy..um i also think of like walkin her home n stuff..i duno its just i miss somethings and i love our past and its great that i have so many great memories cuz like i duno im constantly reminded of them by just lookin at a tree..cuz then i think of when we carved our names in a tree in my yard or liek the stars for those summer night walks to the movie station wit lauren n joel!! to get a movie or ice cream n watch movies like everynight it was great ...ahh good times good times...so yea i duno if any1 feels n smells stuff like that tell me so i dont feel like a weirdo LOL GOOD NIGHT EVERY1!! MUAH n fuck mr parent for makin us memorize hamlet lines lol funk funk funk funk

THE BARBER SHOP

2004-02-26T01:31:55Z

today after school i went with joel and josh to get joels pimp hat fomr my house. After joel gave us a ride to Josh's house. Josh introduced me to his humble home. We then wen to the "the BASEment" and some of his customers came over too. It was hott he cut ma hair n it was mad gangsta UHHH KAHLID lol im goin back to the roots man. Ma hair is mad short but yea so them gangsta's were funny they were talkin about how in jail it must be boring. n htis one kid said hell yea if it werent for big black dudes raping every1 it would be even more boring LOL like wtf id rather be bored then have my asshole torn up like the lincoln tunnel. So that was cool then i went to mannys hosue n he took me home and i think his sister has the hotts for me lol j.k but yea so my day wasnt that special...so im out...mayb it will get better when i get a call from KAHLIDS MOM!!!!! =P

ahhh THE WEEK IS FRIGGIN OVA!!! NO!!!

2004-02-23T00:45:03Z

well this week has been good cuz i got to relax after so much stressful school UGH that is all school is good for...stress. anyway the past few days i ahvent been able to update cuz i have been out late n then to tired to update. well on thursday o worked n then me manny amar and josh took my imigrant van and drove over to one of matts friends house. there were 3 girls n by a few hours they were drunk n horny!! LOL this one girl was all over all of us...but yea that was one crazy night... i got home at 1:20 n got BITCHED BY MY PARENTS!! thas one FOR STAN,KRIS,PAT,(OMG ITS NOT BILL THSI TIME),and jubin. haha i feel bad for josh who had to be home at 11:30...LOL HE GOT THE BELT THE SHOE AND THE FORK!!!hah j/k anyway yea so friday i just chilled at home all day ..i tihnk... yea so anyway ME KEL LEIJLA N MOE went to a chinese buffet and DAMN SON I think i grew anotha stomach...::barfs:: hehe i was so dyin to grab this like huge turkey..cuz hey it is an all u can eat buffet right so they cant get mad if i jsut took the whole damn turkey LOL so we had a blast makin fun of each other eat n i gave moe a dolla for eatin this nasty creation of mine which consisted of sweet and sour chicken..3 sugga packets..salt..
GARLIC(lots of it) lol.. mashed potatoes and ketchup i think but anyway it was just gross lol but i tihnik he enjoyed it.. so after we hit up martys shoes!! LOL n the friggin indian lady was followin us around the store as we looked at FRIGGIN BRIGT PINK $10 STALETOES(spellin?) haha nasty ass shoes i duno who buys them...just hideous. So after manny called me up n invited me to watch eurotrip so we dropped leijla off and i piucked up the imigarnt van once again and went to mannys n then we decided since the movie would be late n i didnt want to GET BITCHED AGAIN manny should drive wit his car. FOR ALL U MALES OUT THERE DO NOT WATCH EUROTRIP UNLESS U WANAN SEE MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF PENIS!!! OMG the audience...mostly the males MADE SOUNDS LIKE ....UGHHH WTF OMG EWWWWW...while kelly said HAHA LOOK AT THE OLD MANS BUTT AND BALLS!!LOL yea no comment butyea it was a cool night. n sat night my kerrie CAME BACK!!! YAY but shes doin mssive homework right now which stinks...so yea she came back n brought me presents n then we went out wit matt and his girlfriend lisa...hehe a double date. it was fun ..except for when the italian guy said hispanics put on weight when they eat food like pizza n im like man ur italian loook at ur stomach hehe but he was mad cool...then we went to matts n watched how to lose a guy in 10 days..haha even after matt said no chick flicks LOL but yea today i worked n it sucked now i have massive amounts of homework and i forgot that i had to memorize a friggin sililoquey(spellin?) n its friggin 34 lines ... i gforgot shit n its due next mon i think so i have time....so tonight!! ITS TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS

Bye EVERY1!!

damn PiMp ASS DAve LOL

2004-02-19T04:27:19Z

lol ahhh well yesterdays highlight for the day was me drivin my cabriolet up and down my driveway wit the top down LOl i was tryin to hit 2nd gear but kept shiftin to neutral...lol ..no ocmment. but yea today was hilarious wit DAVE. he is the man haha so today he makes this akward sound like UGH.. n it was really loud so my customer goes "what the hell was that!" lol n i laughed n hes like o i see u guys have alot of mental cases workin here as dave makes the sound again...UGH!! LOL so then dave is on a ladder( i dont mean to make my journal all on dave but its just ...hes to funny) n hes puttin chips in the shelf n turns to me n starts dancin on the ladder!! n says kevin why arent u singin!! haha n so i asked about his girl in washington n he replied hes done wit her n taht he has a new girl n i asked where she was from n he said california!! LOL MAN IS HE A PIMP OR WHAt LOL!! hehe awww yea so like i was like damn dave u r the pimp HOW DO U DO IT? wit a big ol cheesy smile he goes o man its easy i mean u just go in a chat room right and u say hey there ladies n thas it u get them all.....LOL!! hehe man is he hilarious.. i told him he should publish a book on how to get women and he would be a millionaire i mean people like UHHH KAHLID!! need to learn how to get women u kno hehe. well as for me im kinda upset i mean my sugga momma is leavin tomorrow mornin to go see her sis in Sienna for 3 days... i mean i kno its only 3 days but im gunna miss her...i tihnk im obsessed but hey mayb now i can do me for a few days u kno. clean ma room get sum new clothes get a hair cut or sumtin n just look sexy for sum bangin men like ANT. =D ahh today i sent out my ramapo application and the Montclair one so finally thas like the biggest weight off my sohulder n i feel so free but now its scholarships n FAFSA so im still kinda slackin but in these next 3 days ill be all good. So im free for 3 days if any1 wants to holla at me!!u kno wut made it worse...as i as drivin home from a romantic night wit my boo boo taht damn selena song came on...i could fall;i n love n i was just brought to tears...well almost but im good now...thas pretty much it for tongiht so NIGHT MY NIGGAZ N NIGRETTEZ =P 1 luv

A Valentine for DAVE?

2004-02-16T05:30:14Z

Yea well today was boring ol work again but an incident stood out today. THis disabled(abit slow ) kid who works there named dave was tellin me about this girl. lol he always has a new "girl" suppoaedly. like this one time he wouldnt stop boithering this girl cashier who worked there n kept askin her to the movies but they never went...poor dave lol. So like we was tellin me he might have a girlfriend finally. n im like really!! n he said that she was from washington. n i asked how that owuld work n he said hed fly down n visit. hehe shes prob like playin around wit him but hes slow anyway so hell never know...poor thing. So he told me she wanted him to be her valentine n he said hed send her stuff. But wut really got me was when i looked at him n he said, with huge eyes n a big smile on his face,"when she left she said i love you". o man if u only could have seen his face..it was like a child being given a huge round lolipop to suck on...he was so happpy... you know i envy him sometimes...when life sucks u kno it sucks but like i wonder if like anything bothers him or how aware he is of things around him. He truely is normal...we people who are not sped are like inconsiderate and such bastards. I think hes in love at least he might think he is...im happy for him though it might hurt him later on cuz like i dont think he sees taht i oculd be a scam ..just a few hours ago i asked him for the pic she sent him online. It looked like apicture from the Dress's section of a Department store like Macys. There was no background on the picture n it just seemed like a pic rom a magazine or sumtin.poor guy...on a different note Valentines day was special... i had a
candle light dinner for sum1 special and i cooked sum spanish food for her. Followed by "desert" which was messed up as we burnt the choc that was suppoased tro go wit the strawberries...=/...strawberries were good though heh..it was really nice i had this 2 pillar things wit candles on top of em and were wrapped wit wrapping paper that had hearts on em..it was a night to remember...i hope every1 had a nice time on V-day but this night stunk worse than ANt n joeels smelly socks n breath's heh j/k just tryin to make myself laugh..another silly attempt...it seems i dont know shit about my relationship n im lost and depressed. Im the worst b/f ever i think... at least i feel that way.. i need to sleep but i mrpob gunna be up all night..=*( i think ill sleep in the car n watch the stars...night every1

DAYYUU>>>MMM Shake it like a salt shakA

2004-02-09T04:44:57Z

BITE THEM HOEZ!! LOL AHh i havent been updating i gotta stop bein lazy so ill cover wut u guys missed ...though its nada interesting. well friday kerrie came ova n we ordered from the CHicken N RiB CriB...YUMMMM dayum hoez that food be mad bangin...filled my cravin of gettin ma eat on lol we had sum ribs(Obviously the name) n sum chicken(hope u got that one :D) wit mashed potahoes n mac n cheeze.we watched one of mi fav movies "A night at teh Roxsbury"...which i dont think kerrie thought it was to funny cuz i laughed histerically while she barely lifted a cheek. but i laughed so its all good lol n then after i brought her home i watched "how to lose a guy in TEN DAYS" and awww it was so cute i recommend it to u MALES out there...dont be shy to watch sum chick flicks u might get sum tips on how to be a MACK DADDY =D. then saturday came n i played video games all day till my boi Matt(not FORD or Wozney) called. we went to the mall wit his friend NIck and we were supposed to meet sum chicas lol. Nick decideed that they werent hott enough to ahng out wit so we played them out. After we got sum pizza at Sbarro's n then we drove back to my house to get a XBOX controller. We went to NIck's house to rock sum NHL??i duno sum hot hockey game online. We played for a few til matt got a call from sum other girls n we decided we would hang out wit them so i left my car at matts hosue n we went for a ride wit them. YO ITS NOT FAIR!!! ALL THEM WHITE POPLE HAVE NEW CARS..ONe girl had an AUDI brand NEW!! n the other 2 girls were in a brand new ACCOrD n shes unhappy wit it cuz she wanted sumtin else WTF im rockin an 89 cabriolet lol ahhh im so anxious to drive my car the van is pimpin but yo gotta bring out the gangsta CAR...ima tear up sum beamers like my boys MATT. So we drove to Starbucks and on the way i stuck my head out the sunroof n flipped people LOL(i also wanted to chumnp up sum wananbe gangsta in ridgewood LOL).Starbucks must be the chillin spot for them WHITE RICH FOLK. so like i had to go to the bathroom n i hadda use the womens room cuz sum guy jizzed all ova the seats !!!! n while i was waitin for our friends to get out.....by the way they went in together LOL sum girls outside were lookin at me n laughin n im like WHAT I G2 use the womens cuz the mens is closed n they said nooo we have never seen 2 women go in the bathroom togheter LOL cuz like its one bathroom wit like one toilet seat n stuff u kno. then we went to wendys n the girls decided to get out the car n show us their dance... while every1 watched us with this face that just looked like it meant WHAT THE FUNK R U DOING! lol tehses girls swear they gunna be on MTV J/K. then we drove back to matts hosue n we all switched cars n then i had to go cuz my parents ENFORce that dumb rool of me drivin past 12 =**( LOl n today i worked GRR but i stocked so it was hott n kristen windgate now works there!!MAD PROPS to her but im sure she iwll hate it in....2 weeks LOL

ANYWHO LATA

GUESS WHOS BIZZZZACK(not that any1 cares)

2004-01-31T00:35:24Z

hello everyone! ahhh its been such a long time since ive updated n probably the few people that were mi friends dont remember me or care =***( but mayb sum1 will read this stuff though its not to interesting. Anywho i was so busy playin soccer and doing other activities like Jubins MOM!! so like we finished our season like 16-7 or sumtin like that i dont reall y remember n it was pretty good n i scored A GOAL!! i was so happy like that is all ive ever wanted to feel the joy of having scored a goal cuz its like awesome. The feeling u receive from scoring a goal is undescribable and i kno sum people will tihnk its only one goal but u kno only the strikers get chances to score n im a defender n its not always easy to score(haha like wit women also =P). SO yea 2 days AGO I GOT ACCEPTED INTO RUTGERS!!! im like excited about that and i got into willy P at the decision on the day thingy. I havent applied to ramapo yet n thas prob where i wanna go the most so like im slackin ugh ive just been so tired altely though i wish my family won the lotto cuz like i dont like workin anymore. I end up so tired by night n have no interest in doin any kind of homework but talkin to my love. HEHE :D speakin of heri just hung out wit her twice..after school Chris deolivera picked us up n brought us to my CRIB n me n kerrie hung out :D n then we went out to eat n she ATE MY BANGIN CHICKEN!!
TO MAKE IT WORSE she also ate my ice cream GRRR. so yea i tihnk ima go on a diet also cuz im feelin fat now that i gained 10 pounds after soccer!!! tahs cuz i kept on eatin like a pig and was not playing soccer or participating in any other physical activites but mouse clicking and keyboard-typing :D. THat was only in a month too ugh i wish i was like sum people who can eat my entire fridge n not gain an ounce but anywho i also plam on updating this thing more often now that im getting my life straight again so hopefully that will make some1 happy. The past 2 months i also made up wit manny with our conflicts n its cool i mean me n him were tight we used to talk on the hpone liek 2 girls but u didnt hear it from me :D so mayb we will get tight again n that would be cool for now its goin abit slow but im not complainin. Well there is one complaint n its on how he has the highest oracle grade!!THOMSON U STINK LIKE ROTTEN JEEVIOS N BITCH ASS PUSSY(bill).we r all doomed on that midterm and that ap test n then all my colleges will revoke my admission
=**(. I have lots of more plenty tihngies to say but like i dont wanna make this entry so long that it will unattract poeple to come n read it so i guess thas really really good for now so like yea.....LATA :D

HEHE LIST FOR KERRIE AND LAUREN

2003-08-24T07:01:56Z

OK GUYS lauren and kerrie here is your list i jst decided to make it public HEH

-THE BIRDS FOOD IS ON TOP OF THE TV IN MY LIVING ROOM
-MY DOGS FOOD IS UPSTAIRS BY A CABINET
-MY TURTLE JTS NEEDS WATER SO THROW HER IN THE TUB AND FILL IT WITH SOME WATER
-MY BUNNYS WELL THEY ARE OUTSIDE ..CAN U CHANGE THEIR WATER AND I THINKK ILL LEAVE YOU MONEY FOR CARROTS N SHIT LOL SORRY...

-I THINK THAS IT...

OK NOW FOR THE RULES!!

=DO NOT DRIVE MY CAR UNLESS U HAVE SOME KIND OF IDEA HOW TO DRIVE STICK LOL
=IF U DO DECIDE TO DRIVE IT ..PLEASE DONT GO TO FAR
=GOING AROUDN THE BLOCK IS PUSHIN IT SO THERES UR LIMIT
=DO NOT MODEL IN MY UNDERWEAR......UNLESS YOU ARE REALYL THAT BORED
=TRY NOT TO GO THROUGH MY PORN MAGZ..J/K I DONT HAVE ANY BUT TRY NOT TO MESS UP MY SHIT IF YOU ARE GUNNA LOOK THROUGH IT LOL
=U CAN USE ANYTHING N TURN W/E OFF JUST DONT 4GET TO TURN IT BACK OFF WHEN U GO
=DO NOT HAVE PARTYS AT MY HOUSE BECAUSE I AM NOT THERE TO ENJOY THEM
=IF U DECIDE TO BREAK THAT RULE ABOVE THIS ONE TRY TO SAVE ME SOME BOOZE
=DONT LOOK FOR MY BABY PICS N MAKE FUN OF THEM...YOU CAN ONLY LOOK IF YOU WILL SAY AWWW!!!ALL THE TIME
=IF YOU DO MY DOGS HAIR N PUT HER A BOW DONT MAKE HER LOOK LIKE ET WITH A BAD HAIRCUT
=TRY NOT TO LOOK AT MY MIRROR THAT MUCH CUZ IF IT BREAKS I MIGHT GET ALIL MAD CUZ I ENED IT
=DO NOT REARRANGE MY ROOM UNLESS YOU THINK IT WILL LOOK AMAZINGLY AMAZING
=PLEASSE DONT EAT ALL MY FOOD IN THE FRIDGE.....HAHAHAHA I PROB DONT HAVE ANYTHING IN THERE ANYWAY
=IF YOU ARE GUNNA HANG OUT AT MY HOUSE KERRIE CANNOT HAVE A MALE THERE BUT LAUREN MAY BRING AS MANY MALES AS SHE WANTS JT DONT GIVE EM TO KERRIE
=DONT MAN HANDLE MY PETS!!
=KERRIE YOU BETTER CALL ME EVERYDAY!!EVERYDAY!!!

I THINK THAT PRETTY MUCH COVERS IT..

weddings r so beautiful....

2003-08-24T06:52:25Z

well today i tried to sleepin but awoke to my alarm sounding. I had to be up b n ready to go to church. i kno i dont go to church anymore but its jt today my cousin was getting married!!hehe how great. hes marying a white chic..hehe my whole family is like turnin half n half my last cousin that got married married an italian guy...he so looks like a mafia dude. so we went to church and yo kno we said hi to everyone and she walked in with him and check it out. her parents are divorced her dad is ecuadorian n shes with him and his 2nd wife and i hear hes a pimp!yes a pimp! n every1 knos cuz hes like an international sales representative and he got b***hes all over the world lol n he has kids with some of them. she must really like him...which brings me to my next topic. they chose the love chapter in the bible which is one im sure you all heard of... i think its in step mom or in one of those movies where it says that love isnt boastful nor jealous..i love it you kno wut here ya go..

1 Corinthians 13:4-8a
Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends.

well that has just become my favorite verse in the bible and today i felt i should start devoting more time to god. im always so lazy when i can find ways to go to church n stuff ..i actually went a few times with my love but when i drive..im gunna go every sunday!i dont want to eb that person that when he/she has a disease or is getting old they pick up the bible or start praying or going to church..i need to start now i hope god will forgive me for being such a sinful child..

well as for the wedding it was beautiful...it was a beautiful day and i must say they are so in love if only you saw her when she looked at him she wouldnt stop smiling...i hope thats the way me and my boo boo will be when we get married..i was so touched and its jts the words taht were spoken in that church were beautiful..::sigh::so at the reception i was surrounded by couples and i just wished taht kerrie was next to me...it was so pretty too inside and we had candles at the tables and it was like a huge candle lgiht dinner and an orgy after no im kidding..and i just wanted my kerrie there and i wanted to dance with somebody..i wanted to feel the heat with somebody no im kidding again but the music was so nice and it was actually nice to bond with my family ..its been awhile and i must say it was kinda fun but then my bro came with his g/f n put his head on her shoulder...=/ i miss kerrie so much!imagine when its time for college..i cant stand being away frmo her =/but it was nice to see my family i mean tehre were a few i havent seen in along time and i must say i looked bangin!hah!sexy man!all dressed up hehe well thats what my relatives said they were like wow hes grown to a big handsome man...may i emphaSIZE BIG no im kidding again. well it was a beautiful night i cant get over teh fact that it was jt so nice to see them 2 happy o yea everytime we like tapped our silverware with our glasses or wuteva(its prob called sumtin so dont make fun of me i have a limited vocab...)the couple would kiss so every1 kept doin it to make em kiss hehe that was so cute..i think i wanna buy a video camera now cuz they had alil slide show and it was onloy pics but it was so cute ..imagine videos now taht would be awesome hehe man i had to many drinks over there too i gotta stop drinkin O AND I HAD SEX ON THE BEACH!!mmmMM tasty...well thas all but im just so happy for them and i want to say congratulations to them and i miss kerrie...=*(

a relationship takes two...

2003-08-23T15:44:15Z

hello everyone i just wanted to apologize for making any couple fight my only intention for my juornal was to write a few stories about me and kerrie and i thought a LJ was cool!i just wanted to let peiople know and kerrie that i love her with all my heart and a few people thought that she was the only one who like did things in this relationship which wasnt true. we both did great things fro each other...thas prob why we are tsill together. so that clears that up.ill be goin on vacation tomorrow fro a week ..yes im going to miss you guys dearly!!this really stinks..im going to post one more thing later for my dearest kerrie..its sumtin special i ahve been workin on n i dont have as good skills as stan or ant but its heart felt!so w/e bubye every1!

i lost my best friend...

2003-08-22T19:11:40Z

ahhh i jut said goodbye to my best friend! im so sad she went on vacation with lauren n her family until sunday but on sunday im leaving for maryland for a week so im not giong to see her for 11..yes.. eee-llll-eee-vvvv-eee-nnn days!!i miss her so much already..=**( thsi stinks cuz when i come back its back to school already =( ahh i dont know what i will do without my buddy i cant wait till we get married cuz i wanan go on vacation with her and i want her next to me at all times even if we are fighting. well so before we said our goodbyes me ker laur n joel roasted marshmellows and hung out outside jus gabbin about stuff. ::sighs:: im gunna miss doin that...i dont wanna go on vacation im willing to stay home n not go juts to stay with my boo boo!i wish she could come with me ..if only she had cooler parents but you know what..mayb thas y shes so great or i duno her parents stink sumtimes.. her mom said taht she wasnt allowed to see me anymore cuz we see each other to much n that makes me so sad . Shes said that b4 n kerrie still sees me but i duno i dont think they like me..personally i think its cuz im hispanic but i duno.i never did anything wrong! i was always sweet..theres no more need to be excited for my license now cuz i prob wont be able to drive her around =*( i duno ima go to bed now n dream of her n our last smootch we jt had b4 ...ill be playing it over in my head over n over till i dream of it over n over n she better call me like she said she would!

this summer kinda stinks....=*(

2003-08-14T19:18:04Z

i want to tell you taht i miss when a little boy named kevin would call his girlfriend kerrie on the phone and wake her up...he'd tell her get up im coming over(i kno it prob soudned different)and in her just woken up voice...she'd say ok...she sounded so cute it made kevin want to get there faster so he rode his bike with no worries and stopped at the bagel shop..he bought an everything bagel with cream cheese cuz she liked those alot. when he got there she left the door unlocked for him so he walked in and made his way upstairs. when he opened her door she was laying on her bed under the covers.."ive never seen any1 look so good in the morning w/o makeup and all that other stuff..she is.. she is.. so s s ooo beautiful..."he thought to himself. his heart pounding he came over to the bed and said "hey buddy" and kissed her on the lips gently and gave her one on her forehead. he told her he brought her breaskfast and she smiled...again his heart melted for her smile...he wanted to just kiss her but it was time for kerrie to get out of bed n brush those chompers of hers as she called them. kevin waited impatiently for her to come out n say"lets go eat". they made their way downstairs and into the kitchen. she opened the brown paper bag and took out the bagel wrapped in a white clear wrap and took out a very vanilla nesquick. she gave half to kevin and started at her half. Of course kevin let her have the bigger half...anything to make her happy...and so kevin had one small bite left n in a second it wass snatched from his hands and down kerries throat she smiled and laughed and drank her milk..kevin got alil mad but decided to try to lick off the cream cheese remnants on her cheeks..but she moved away n wiped em off herself. kevin wished she let him lick it off but he was ok. they then went into the living room and layed down together kissing for hours till it was time for kev to go home.. at that moment there was only one thing kevin ever wanted...he wanted to marry her...he wanted to be wit hher all day to never leave her side...just think what it would be like to have her next to you all day...man would that be the best thing i could ever ask for...since marriage was immpossible at that point he told her he wanted to be with her forever and asked if she felt the same way...she said she did..........kevin was so happy and had a BIG smile on his face as he walked out and she came to the deck and watched him leave...he stopped all the way down the street and looked up the street for a few mintues...he didnt want to leave...so rode home and called her and he ....told her he missed her ........................and that he loved her......

I LOVE YOU KERRIE!

2003-08-08T04:09:42Z

HELLO STRANGA'Z I GOT A LIVE JOURNAL!!TIME TO CELEBRATE!! ::pops the cork off:: (meagan)" shit homez u got me in the EYE"!! "sorry"! anyway im so happy! i have to learn how to change the background n stuff cuz its mad ugly right now but ill get it fixed soon so hold on to ur pants! so anyway i twant my baby kerrie to know i love you more than anything in the world n nutin will change that u will always be number one to me n number one for anything..so if u need sumtin ill gladly drop anything for ya cuz thas just how much i love u...u kno wut no i love you more thatn that!!! ill gladly bring down the moon for ya if u wanted...so anyway today was wack i talked to kerrie about sum issue that has come up..as u can see in her journal n then i swam at laurens n hung out there for awhile then i went to my homez ohuse n chilled wit her n ant n then i went runin wit manny...after that i got home n had sum of my moms bangin meat n rice wit fried plantains.YUM!!! i want more it sux whe nu gotta feed a friggin dog =( well this entry iswack too cuz its my first n im tired and i duno im just tired n lazy i dont feel like gettin into detail but i love you kerrie so dont 4get that n u kno very well ur dumb friend ::cough:: bothers me alot too!!!!!!!so w/e anyway night....so happy i got a journal now i am cool like every1 else!